Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo

The story of Queer Filipnxs who, in the 1990s, against a racist, lesbophobic backdrop, came together to create a safe and loving community in New York City.
Genre : Documentary , Experimental
Contemporary Issues : Gender Identity & Expression
Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo

"Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo" traces the history of Kilawin Kolektibo, a pioneering collective of Filipnxs who came together in NYC in the mid-nineties. Having experienced marginalization in Filipino culture because of their queerness and in mainstream gay culture because of their race, language, and gender, the members of the group sought political empowerment and increased visibility.

Above all, they sought to create a space of friendship and safety for those who found themselves suspended between cultures and identities. Kilawin Kolektibo allowed them to transform their experience of oppression into one of joy and growth. Kilawin made lasting connections with similar groups in the global Filipinx diaspora, most significantly, with Babaylan, a queer Filipinx group based in Toronto.

Culling from a treasure trove of over a quarter century’s worth of historic documentation that includes footage, photographs, interviews and ephemera, the film tells the inspiring story of members as they found each other, fell in love, and became each other’s lifeblood amidst a society that rejected them. From marching, partying, and protesting, to its sexual politics, the film serves as an exhilarating memorial to the rebellion and nostalgia of the nineties and LGBTQIA+ history. 

Directors : Desireena Almoradie , Barbara Malaran
Producers Credits :
Desireena Almoradie
Available Format : DCP , Apple ProRes , MP4 , DVD
Markets : Documentary, Experimental
Year Released : 2025
Running Time : 50
Color : Color
Country : US
Original Language : English

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Voices of Impact: Our Community Speaks

"A really stunning film. The filmmaking style is extraordinary. I deeply appreciate the ways in which it showed the kind of collective power that was built by the group. Exhilarating, funny and sexy."
Cheryl Furjanic, Emmy-nominated filmmaker “Back on Board: Greg Louganis”
"We’re enthusiastic about this look into queer community filmmaking and the power of the film collective as a social and artmaking formation. A huge thanks to your team for shepherding this film into the world."
Delaney Holton, Programmer, CAAMFest
"I loved this fascinating and inspiring film about a group of queer Filipinx- who came together in NYC in the 90's- to give each other everything the world wouldn't. A must-see during these dark times - it will give you necessary sustenance!"
Madeleine Olnek, Filmmaker “Wild Nights with Emily”
"A landmark archival documentary that captures the radical tenderness and political urgency of a queer Filipinx collective that dared to exist – loudly and unapologetically – in 1990s New York City."
Pradeep Mahadeshwar, Programmer, Queer Spectrum, Dublin
"A raw and lyrical tribute to friendship, political awakening, and cultural resistance. From the messiness of internal tensions to the beauty of collective healing, ‘Because of You’ doesn’t shy away from complexity. It honors a legacy shaped by joy, grief, sex, activism, and cultural pride — a legacy that continues to resonate, urgently, today."
Jenny Miller, Co-Artistic Director, UnionDocs
"An exceptional and profoundly moving film."
Andrius Alvarez-Backus, Queer|Art

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Screenings

San Diego Asian Film Festival, CA, 2025
Vancouver Queer Film Festival, Canada, 2025
Asian American International Film Festival, New York, 2025
Queer Spectrum Film Festival, Dublin, 2025
KASHISH Pride Film Festival, Mumbai, 2025
​Leeds Queer Film Festival, United Kingdom, 2025
DisOrient Asian American Film Festival, Eugene, Oregon, 2025
CAAMFest 2025, San Francisco, 2025
Inside Out 2SLGBTQ+ Film Festival, Toronto, 2025
Los Angeles Asian Pacific Film Festival, 2026
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Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo

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"Because of You: A History of Kilawin Kolektibo" traces the history of Kilawin Kolektibo, a pioneering collective of Filipnxs who came together in NYC in the mid-nineties. Having experienced marginalization in Filipino culture because of their queerness and in mainstream gay culture because of their race, language, and gender, the members of the group sought political empowerment and increased visibility.

Above all, they sought to create a space of friendship and safety for those who found themselves suspended between cultures and identities. Kilawin Kolektibo allowed them to transform their experience of oppression into one of joy and growth. Kilawin made lasting connections with similar groups in the global Filipinx diaspora, most significantly, with Babaylan, a queer Filipinx group based in Toronto.

Culling from a treasure trove of over a quarter century’s worth of historic documentation that includes footage, photographs, interviews and ephemera, the film tells the inspiring story of members as they found each other, fell in love, and became each other’s lifeblood amidst a society that rejected them. From marching, partying, and protesting, to its sexual politics, the film serves as an exhilarating memorial to the rebellion and nostalgia of the nineties and LGBTQIA+ history. 

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